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What Keeps Me Up at Night

The reason I am so jittery throughout the day.

I am kept away from the wonder that is sleep by the same thing that keep my grandma awake. No, not hourly bathroom trips. Books. No matter what, I stay up almost all night reading them, searching for ones I plan on reading, or jotting down story lines for that book that I will one day write. I’ve always been like that, though. I get these weird obsessions and I just run with them. For all for eight grade I was convinced that i was going to be a famous artist, and spent hours pouring over a sketch book I found in the garage, trying to decide if I was going to play it safe, and use a cheapie crayon, or if I was going to splurge, and use a Crayola. I won’t even get into the full three months I thought my born purpose was to become a professional balldancer! (Sadly, this phase was much more recent then it should have been. Yay denial!!) I suspect, however, that it won’t be long until i am no longer kept up by books, but because of them. Because when I undoubtably procrastinate so much that I am writing a ten page paper in twelve hours, aided only by three Starbucks Double Shots and sheer force of will, it will be because I ‘only had one more page/chapter/book’. Seriously, if there was a way to pass school just reading and writing, I’d do it. But no. we must focus on things we will never use ( unless we’re planning on being engineers, which most aren’t) like Math, and Science. And while crap programs like football and friggin’ golf aren’t effected at all by the huge budget cuts, all of the arts are in danger of being cut. The arts are more useful then any sport, bar none. The number of theatre students that pursue their career and are successful is much higher then that of sports professionals. Especially ones from tiny, no name schools like ours. Hmm. Off topic. A sign I should go to bed. But will I? No. Gotta finish my book.

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Why Am I Still Awake When I Could Be Sleeping???

I should really go to bed. it’s 11:04pm here, and i have school tomorrow. Since it’s late and i have a bunch of things i have yet to do, this post is just gonna be a list, so i don’t forget.

1. Shower.

2. Finish LoQ’s for Am hist.


4. Pay PSATs fee.

5. Purchase lady gear for next month.

6. Do CQ for Algebra 2.

7. Check that Frank the injured butterfly is still alive.

8. Post about Frank, the injured butterfly.

9. Purchase birthday gift for Cody.

10. Can’t leave a list on an odd number, so this is here.

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Fucking Tired

I am So Fucking Tired i can’t begin to explain it. i need to sleep. writing this post was supposed to calm me down enough to sleep, but it sure as hell isn’t working! i apologize in advance for all the cursing. i cuss like a pirate when i need sleep. or food. and i need both right now. i ate lunch about…7 hours ago, so i need to eat. but i bet sleep’ll overrule eating. when you’re asleep you don’t need food, but when your eating, you still feel tired.

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