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A Quote to sum up this year… Um…
Here’s a few, because how can you pick just one???
There’s a big world out there. Bigger than prom, bigger than high school, and it won’t matter if you were the prom queen or the quarterback of the football team or the biggest nerd. Find out who you are and try not to be afraid of it.
Moving on is simple. It’s what we leave behind that’s hard.
Best friends are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget.
I always knew that I would look back on the times i cried and laugh, but I never knew that I’d look back on the times I laughed and cry.
One day we’ll wave hello, and wish we never had to say good-bye.
Violet will be a good color for hair at just about the same time that brunette becomes a good color for flowers. (This is for my sister, who if you remember, has decided she wants purple hair.)
“I bet in high school, everybody made somebody’s life hell.”
And there we go! How I sum up the end of this year. Friends were lost and gained. Family was extended. And the amount of deep, DEEP dislike I feel for my sister? Tripled. But hey. That’s life.
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Things I wish I knew Then, So My Life Now Could Be Easier
Switch out of Vandine’s Algebra II class. You will hate her, and she will make things to difficult, and you will cry. A lot. She will criticize everything you do, and will do nothing to help you fix your mistakes. And also, you will be sitting next to Gee for months, and it is only by some act of God that you did not murder her. Oh, and pick a better song when you audition for the musical. And don’t cut your hair. It looked awful. And when Linda offers to pay for your prom stuff, don’t be stubborn. Just let her! And tell Ellie to stop being such a clingy brat. I swear, sometimes i forget who’s the teenager and who’s the adult! And don’t go see the 6th Harry Potter movie. It will just piss you off, how much the messed it up. Trust.
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I am so tired of being virtually incapable to trust people 100%. But whenever someone says something that I’m not sure is sarcastic or not, I take it to heart, whether I want to or not. Like yesterday, when A said that she loved me, and B said she didn’t, I know she was just joking, but I spent the rest of the day wondering what I had done to make her not like me, and what I could do to fix it. I’ve been friends with these people for three years.If I can’t trust them, who the hell can I trust? I’m constantly worried about insulting people that i usually just end up insulting them worse. So in order to prevent this, i refrain from talking to people I don’t know, and then they get the impression that I’m rude, and cold. Or super shy and sweet, depending on what facial expression I have that day. I figure that this is why I don’t like getting close to people. No way to get hurt. In the four years I’ve lived in this house, none of my friends have ever been inside it, and only three know where it is. They all think my aunt is my mom, and no one knows that I never met my birth dad. And these are my closest friends. You guys who read my blog don’t really get just how much it cost me to keep this blog going after you all figured out about it. The last two times that happened, I deleted them. My pets know the most about me. And not even all of them. Just Jackson. He’s been there for everything, sad as that is. The time I was grounded (for a whole day. Yay discipline.) the day after christmas, he stayed with me the whole time I was being yelled at. He can kind of… sense when I’m uncomfortable, I guess. Those people who say animals don’t have souls are jackasses. There’s more soul in my slutty cat Annabelle then in the whole high school population. And animals don’t have language? *scoff* just because we don’t understand them doesn’t mean it’s not a language. if that were true, society would collapse, because there is no one language that every single person on Earth understands. There is nothing truly unique about humans, other then our incessant need to belittle each other, and make up things to make ourselves seem most superior. And, yet again, I have strolled off to Ramble, NM. And since it’s a one way trip, I shall continue. Or not. I just sat here for about five minutes trying to think of something smart, witty, yet sensitive to write. I got nothing. Typical.